Goodbye, A​.​E​.​G.

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Branon Santos this song speaks to me .. I'm not ready for this life
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Now that things have crumbled we can't see eye to eye.
Both trapped in this rubble, but I still thought that I-
could dig us both out, and maybe I would have.
But, I was too careless even on my second chance.

And, although deserving, it's still so hard to watch-
as you fall from my side. You will always be right.
This course is one failing, I have run out of time.
You will be the one thing I'll miss for the rest of my life.

Think long, think hard, think all I've done: my crimes.
Think long, think hard, think all those times I lied.
I'm not ready for this life, I'm not ready for this life,
I'm not ready for this life yet.

Well now, what did I expect to have when I just wouldn't change?
And, through all everyone and everything else will never mean quite as much as you.
You were just as much a first for me as I will be a first for you.
Truth: you will never, ever, ever, ever, ever be another.

It was on your birthday,
such a big surprise when nothing was gift wrapped
no correspondence.
I could never imagine how you must have felt.
How you shed those tears.
How you must have felt.

I hope that one day we can look back, and.


from Hedonism Colosseum, released July 13, 2014



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